Monday, July 11, 2005
Life in a film strip;
where every moments are captured.
It is almost a miracle for myself to know that I have been attending school every single day for the last two weeks! Adding on to it was my attendance for today's Mathematics group study! -pats myself on the shoulder- XD And this further reminds me of how faithful God has been in my life - with every prayer I whisper(in this case, I pen them down), He never fails to have them fulfilled at His own timing. And with every pact I make with Him, He never fails to help me fulfil them, making them coming to pass not by my might nor strength, but simply His! :D He keeps me in awe always...
As for now, I'm walking out the road of approval from people around me. I'm tired of this kind of life - having to read the expression of each and every and to put up with any kinds of look I am casted with or attitudes I am given when I've no idea of what wrong did I do. It is not as if I do not have anything to flare up about, but I chose to exercise love, which makes me shallow whatever emotions that could have left me choked up inside. I will not, with any attempt, to live with it. I want to live a life that is happy and a life that pleases Him. (: But as what I've assured Reindeer; everyone whom I have in my heart still holds that little space, never shaken, and I am always ready to be there to listen, to provide advices and to lend a shoulder to cry on. I will continue to render help to those who ask and need. This is a commitment I have to you. (:
Random; I enjoy reading a blog that speaks so frankly of her struggles and her reliability on God. :D Oh yes, I have just made Brother sin because he is proud of my attendance, which has already led him to be arrogant, then jealousy. Hahaha. It's time to study!!!! -dance around- XD
maoed.]
at 9:47 PM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//